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I'm back. I was still working on projects, but mostly sewing and baking. Bought myself an iPad10 and pencil to try to get myself back into it. Being more portable has helped a lot. I've got some recent stuff I'll be uploading over the next few days. A lot of it will be random OCs because I find myself getting intimidated drawing fanart recently. Going to focus on things that I enjoy.
Still here
I'm rarely on here, but I am trying to build up my online presence in positive ways again. I spend too much time on social media and flash games and too little time creating my own stuff. I need to remember I have outlets for creation at my disposal.
I hope to be around more in 2018.
Life and stuff
So, for the past couple years I have been struggling with some serious depression. It has taken it's toll on absolutely every aspect of my life; friendships, self esteem, and motivation are the biggest victims. I have lost my ability to draw. Every time I put pencil to paper nothing comes out, or if it does, I am completely unsatisfied with it.
I used to love drawing because it gave me an outlet. I could draw whatever I wanted, whomever I wanted, and it was fun! But somewhere along the way my depression started talking and all it told me was "you're no good!" or "give up, everyone else is better!". I lost the ability to have fun with what I
Life and life
So, for the past couple years I have been struggling with some serious depression. It has taken it's toll on absolutely every aspect of my life; friendships, self esteem, and motivation are the biggest victims. I have lost my ability to draw. Every time I put pencil to paper nothing comes out, or if it does, I am completely unsatisfied with it.
I used to love drawing because it gave me an outlet. I could draw whatever I wanted, whomever I wanted, and it was fun! But somewhere along the way my depression started talking and all it told me was "you're no good!" or "give up, everyone else is better!". I lost the ability to have fun with what I
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*hugs*
Congrats on the new job.
And I know all too well what you're going through.
Take it slow and easy
Congrats on the new job.
And I know all too well what you're going through.
Take it slow and easy