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Well, since the last time I wrote anything was New Year's Day I figured it was high time I updated.
This year has already been busy. In January I helped my sister move across country to live with her boyfriend, then in March I started a full time job that leaves me little time for much of anything. It's killing me that I'm too tired when I get home to do much. I'm just going to have to work on that somehow. I don't want to be that person that just goes to work and that's it. The problem is I get myself all worked up about doing something, don't pick one thing to work on, then the time is gone and I spent it worrying about how I was going to spend it.
I haven't even sat down at my sewing machine since March. It's terrible! I am making time for reading though, which is good. I've been on a Stephen King kick lately and read a bunch of his stuff, as well as Richard Matheson.
Looking forward to this three day weekend. I spent several hours this afternoon playing WoW, which was great because I haven't really played since March and it was fun and relaxing.
This year has already been busy. In January I helped my sister move across country to live with her boyfriend, then in March I started a full time job that leaves me little time for much of anything. It's killing me that I'm too tired when I get home to do much. I'm just going to have to work on that somehow. I don't want to be that person that just goes to work and that's it. The problem is I get myself all worked up about doing something, don't pick one thing to work on, then the time is gone and I spent it worrying about how I was going to spend it.
I haven't even sat down at my sewing machine since March. It's terrible! I am making time for reading though, which is good. I've been on a Stephen King kick lately and read a bunch of his stuff, as well as Richard Matheson.
Looking forward to this three day weekend. I spent several hours this afternoon playing WoW, which was great because I haven't really played since March and it was fun and relaxing.
Back
I'm back. I was still working on projects, but mostly sewing and baking. Bought myself an iPad10 and pencil to try to get myself back into it. Being more portable has helped a lot. I've got some recent stuff I'll be uploading over the next few days. A lot of it will be random OCs because I find myself getting intimidated drawing fanart recently. Going to focus on things that I enjoy.
Still here
I'm rarely on here, but I am trying to build up my online presence in positive ways again. I spend too much time on social media and flash games and too little time creating my own stuff. I need to remember I have outlets for creation at my disposal.
I hope to be around more in 2018.
Life and stuff
So, for the past couple years I have been struggling with some serious depression. It has taken it's toll on absolutely every aspect of my life; friendships, self esteem, and motivation are the biggest victims. I have lost my ability to draw. Every time I put pencil to paper nothing comes out, or if it does, I am completely unsatisfied with it.
I used to love drawing because it gave me an outlet. I could draw whatever I wanted, whomever I wanted, and it was fun! But somewhere along the way my depression started talking and all it told me was "you're no good!" or "give up, everyone else is better!". I lost the ability to have fun with what I
Life and life
So, for the past couple years I have been struggling with some serious depression. It has taken it's toll on absolutely every aspect of my life; friendships, self esteem, and motivation are the biggest victims. I have lost my ability to draw. Every time I put pencil to paper nothing comes out, or if it does, I am completely unsatisfied with it.
I used to love drawing because it gave me an outlet. I could draw whatever I wanted, whomever I wanted, and it was fun! But somewhere along the way my depression started talking and all it told me was "you're no good!" or "give up, everyone else is better!". I lost the ability to have fun with what I
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